Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Is it just me?

All day there has been this permeating odor of stale piss around my computer. First, I thought it was mice and did a deodorizing voodoo with Febreeze. The smell went away for a short time, then returned. Okay, my next suspect was myself. I checked my panties and they didn't smell like The Odor. It's possible I have some sort of yeast infection that is making itself known. I'm praying it's something I can deal with at home as Canadian doctors won't see me unless I have insurance (which I don't). I have wondered if it's the chair I sit in all day because I don't smell The Odor when I'm away from the computer.

I had a fucked up dream very early this morning. My essence or soul was split from my body and I floated through a couple dreamscapes. The creepiest one was my soul-self, with a distinctly male flavor, hovered around the closet and floated over the bed where my body slept with my husband. I woke up to see my soul-self above me, but now I'm seeing the dream through my soul-self. My soul-self tells my body how I would like certain body piercings, touching the areas and making me aroused. My body reached a hand upwards to touch my soul-self's face and I remember how blue my eyes were. Emapth, when I told him, said this sounded like an out-of-body experience and it made sense. Though with my body female and my soul-self male, I've been struggling to work out why this happened now.

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